станция жулебино

This place, I will never forget.

Then and now and when

On 18 October 2014, I could not contain a heavy heart and went to Hellerup Havn (Hellerup Harbor). It was a cold windy autumn afternoon right on the shore of the north sea. I remember that I watched the sea water and some sea gulls and bird (I dont know what kind) flying and chirping around. I saw one flying away (can you see it on the picture?). In my little thought, perhaps this bird is thinking to migrate to avoid the coldness of the northern hemisphere of earth. As the bird flew, I whispher to it, send my message to him, I wish I could fly to where you are because I miss you dearly, then I went home and wrote this post.

Kisses

Tonight I kissed you with all my heart.

It’s not the traditional, lustful, exchanging saliva kind of kisses. Though, I don’t mind that too.

But these are kisses from the lips of my soul.

I kissed you when I touch the tip of your finger.

I kissed you when I said that I like your gray hair.

I kissed you when I said please… please zip on your jacket you are catching cold.

I kissed you when I asked you to describe your one true woman who matters most to you.

I kissed you when I looked through your iris and whispered in my heart, how I wish we were together.

Yes, I kissed you tonight with the lips of my soul.

And I know you feel me.

I know I will never have you for the rest of my life. But I had you for couple of hours tonight. And if that’s all I can get then I will cherish and remember every moment of us.