FU

…but I prayed that you would never ever feel what you just made me feel. Because it’s goddamn painful and I love you a little too much. 

I guess, this is the goodbye. I love you.

jonah 2

You may have been in some dark places—but never the belly of a whale. Any situation is the right situation to pour your heart out to God. Reflect on something deep and dark that bothers you and cry out to God with a desperate, honest plea for salvation.

I feel sad

…and terrible.