Christmas feeling

“The God-honoring path may mean personal pain, financial sacrifice, or loneliness.” – ODJ. 

I am feeling lonely lately. I miss a person who always entertains and amuzes me with his stories. Especially in Christmas time, the season brings back sweet memories of stupid stories we had last Christmas. It’s funny how today’s devotion reminds me of loneliness. That it might be just the exact thing that God requires from His daughter. Frankly, it bewilders me. Why would a loving Father asked His daughter to be lonely for His sake? 

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But faith whispers, He came, died and rose again for you. He love you that much. And again and always, it is enough to survive this loneliness. Though, i dont know until when i’d survived before I break myself to a point beyond fixable.

Oo… Christmas. You bring so many colours of feelings.