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14 November 2016. Copenhagen, Denmark

They said it’s gonna be a supermoon phenomena on this day. But what I knew was that, this is the day of the year where I miss my mom the most. The woman who brought me to this world and who had left me since I was 18.

I am more than grateful and beyond measure thankful for the past 34 years of my life. Yes. One of the perks of being old is that you could overlook all that stormy black cold sharp days and say that you are happy with life. But I have to say, today was a painful birthday to me, I spent the whole day fighting with my dearest blue-eyed-viking and ended the afternoon with a three letter word: Bye. And spent the rest of the evening breaking into parts and a flow of tears…

Welcome to 35! where life is tougher. people are meaner. and even the winter is wilder! I gave up on life on the remembrance day of the day I got life. Such an ironic day of the year, isnt it?

I have nothing more to say… but to tell my future self, to stay strong, keep loving and trust life a little bit more. Maybe next birthday will be better… HUGS.

I miss you already… 😦 #csmedt