Sad Story #2

He left without explanation.

Christmas feeling

“The God-honoring path may mean personal pain, financial sacrifice, or loneliness.” – ODJ. 

I am feeling lonely lately. I miss a person who always entertains and amuzes me with his stories. Especially in Christmas time, the season brings back sweet memories of stupid stories we had last Christmas. It’s funny how today’s devotion reminds me of loneliness. That it might be just the exact thing that God requires from His daughter. Frankly, it bewilders me. Why would a loving Father asked His daughter to be lonely for His sake? 

Language

For God alone, O my soul, wait in silence, for my hope is from him.

Feel how much it hurt when…



Painfully honest

Hey, I am in love with you and think about you all the time.

#wordsoftheday

С днем ​​рождения!

Пусть Бог найдет вас , как человека по сердцу Своему .

FU

…but I prayed that you would never ever feel what you just made me feel. Because it’s goddamn painful and I love you a little too much. 

I guess, this is the goodbye. I love you.

Then and now and when

On 18 October 2014, I could not contain a heavy heart and went to Hellerup Havn (Hellerup Harbor). It was a cold windy autumn afternoon right on the shore of the north sea. I remember that I watched the sea water and some sea gulls and bird (I dont know what kind) flying and chirping around. I saw one flying away (can you see it on the picture?). In my little thought, perhaps this bird is thinking to migrate to avoid the coldness of the northern hemisphere of earth. As the bird flew, I whispher to it, send my message to him, I wish I could fly to where you are because I miss you dearly, then I went home and wrote this post.

fly again

“One day, your heart will learn to fly again, and you will see such beautiful things. I hope you have the patience to wait for that day, to know that the lonely hours are not spent in vain, but that you are just slowly gaining the strength and courage to use your wings again.”
— T.B. LaBerge

notice the absence of … you

I miss you.

Reminder for myself, all the time.

But I really miss you… I do… that’s a fact.

And whatever head says heart would not believe. Oh at least right now. But maybe not tomorrow.