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Show the same compassion for them that you would to someone who fought a battle against cancer and lost.

The lead singer of a famous band just passed away today (or yesterday). And social media word went all out about it.

He hung himself according to news, leaving a wife and six children behind. His buddy also died couple of months ago with the same cod. The heart of the problem according to what I read: depression.

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Written by vallaura

July 21, 2017 at 8:19 PM

completely mental

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Everybody should be crazy at one time, otherwise she will be crazy at all times. right?

There’s this crazy woman at my office, she is a teacher. She is totally crazy. I mean, a normal teacher would not dress up like Quinn Fabray or Santana or Brittany during a sport day, wouldn’t she? Okay, you might say yes, but even a so-called normal teacher who dressed up like one of those cheerleaders would not physically possible shot some loops, right? I could still remember a non-verbal explanation demanded by some p6es students when they saw that mini skirt waving when she jumped to put the ball in the ring. I just had to pretend I didn’t see that.

Anyway, that image and some other crazy images had poked my mind so hard that I kept on checking her updates, just to fulfil my greedy self-righteousness upon knowing that she did another humiliating sins. yep, I had to admit it. It felt so good knowing that there was other people crazier that myself. Or so, I thought.

I had no idea, what was got into my mind. I am having this voice speaking or asking or telling me things. Like, just now, or any other day before, I was playing Bejeweled on my iphone when, I asked myself, “how are you, Len? are you okay?”. Oh, man, that was just spooky. I mean, me asking myself how I am? What’s wrong with me? Back then, I remembered this voice telling me to do things. But that’s good. It reminded me to do this and that and do everything I needed to do. That’s positive. But this time, it was slightly different. It was as if I was having my own therapy session. And then I had to stop my game and think, am I ok? how am I doing? Completely mental, I would say.

To make long story, short, I thought I might have a crowded mind that made me talked to myself. I guessed it was a cue for me to visit this blog after a quite long period of pause. And I had a good explanation for that. I was studying for the last month, or months, for my IELTS test. I also did some essays for my two scholarship applications. The first one brought a jolly result, 7.0 for my overall band score. But the later one, one of them had rejected my application. Yeah, tsk, a bit disappointment, I know. Do wish me luck for my other application. And watch your mind, don’t go mental.

Written by vallaura

August 21, 2012 at 12:06 AM

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