Summertime Sadness

Summer 2017 is. 

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Pain

Tillykke med fødselsdagen til mig

14 November 2016. Copenhagen, Denmark

They said it’s gonna be a supermoon phenomena on this day. But what I knew was that, this is the day of the year where I miss my mom the most. The woman who brought me to this world and who had left me since I was 18.

I am more than grateful and beyond measure thankful for the past 34 years of my life. Yes. One of the perks of being old is that you could overlook all that stormy black cold sharp days and say that you are happy with life. But I have to say, today was a painful birthday to me, I spent the whole day fighting with my dearest blue-eyed-viking and ended the afternoon with a three letter word: Bye. And spent the rest of the evening breaking into parts and a flow of tears…

Never feel how I feel

a chapter

3rd October 2016

There is nothing good in goodbye.

FU

…but I prayed that you would never ever feel what you just made me feel. Because it’s goddamn painful and I love you a little too much. 

I guess, this is the goodbye. I love you.

The pain is real

fly again

“One day, your heart will learn to fly again, and you will see such beautiful things. I hope you have the patience to wait for that day, to know that the lonely hours are not spent in vain, but that you are just slowly gaining the strength and courage to use your wings again.”
— T.B. LaBerge

Jealousy.

Give me one reason to be jealous. And I will give you all the reasons to begone from my life. Relationship for me is just as simple as that.