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14 November 2016. Copenhagen, Denmark

They said it’s gonna be a supermoon phenomena on this day. But what I knew was that, this is the day of the year where I miss my mom the most. The woman who brought me to this world and who had left me since I was 18.

I am more than grateful and beyond measure thankful for the past 34 years of my life. Yes. One of the perks of being old is that you could overlook all that stormy black cold sharp days and say that you are happy with life. But I have to say, today was a painful birthday to me, I spent the whole day fighting with my dearest blue-eyed-viking and ended the afternoon with a three letter word: Bye. And spent the rest of the evening breaking into parts and a flow of tears…

Waiting

I am so waiting for my heart will let this to happen. Not in the near future, I guess.  Still couldnot stop thinking about him. 😑

Never feel how I feel

Pain

a chapter

3rd October 2016

There is nothing good in goodbye.

BE LIKE CAT

I am still infuriated by racism in Denmark, hence this mighty post.

Hej Racist!

Do you think because I have dark hair and brown skin, I have some kind of disease or something?

Don’t trust your dream

…like I never do, except for last night.

It was an unusual sunny day in Copenhagen, last Saturday. I went to second hand shop “loppemarked” in Frederiksberg in the morning and felt drained and exhausted. Stuffing my new owned clothes and cosmetics, I cyckled to my part time job together with my friend. And we decided to have BBQ at Island Brygge after finishing my work. It was such an enjoyable day, but we ended the day almost dried of over heating. Then… I got the dream.

+1

Every now and then I question myself, “why am i still alive?”